The end of the 2nd phase
of life notes you the theme of death.
Never before you was so sure, that final you've to leave behind your past
and your naive objective view of life.
The still possible future, the old age, will include forever now a bitter
unpleasant taste of "be able to forget".
The last 3rd of your being will now be offset by the karmic law against
the 2nd weight of your past.
Keywords: leave from s.th., don't
behold in s.th.
Story: "The Death" is the card
which makes everybody fear. Also people with esoteric practice will have a
bad feeling if this card appears in a reading, even if they know and tell
that it's not really bad. The basicly meaning of this card isn't the
physical death, it means that an experience time comes to it's end, but
slowly! Processes like this happens several times in our live. Maybe you
change your home, you change your job, you become older and wise so that
you loose your naive views and feelings of whatever, - all this situations
are a little symbolic death in your life.
The physical death is only an absolute perfect symbolic description of
this situations, because it reminds you that this what you have to leave
has no longer any real value in your life, it's only a past experience of
your immortal soul. Of course, because we can't see the future after the
death, we are in fear. It's the life's basic to behold what seems sure and
to fear what we don't know. The imagination that there will be nothing
seems as a great danger, but we know by experience that life goes on in
any way and new experiences will be born first when we are free from our
(Sorry if my translation isn't really perfect, you're invited to correct